This Blood red moon.....

Media  etc keep on mentioning the blood red moon .................what they do not tell you is how it affects peoples moods.So far  I have been ....happy to an extreme a few days ago and then kinda down and now.........a mood I do not think I have ever been in like this.........I feel blood thirsty.....my super nice collected controlled nature is being shaken to it's core. I fell like finding an evil cruel person ripping them a part in glorious sprays of red and dancing around in it and delighting in their torment. Never in my life have I felt this way....this mood sadistic and cruel.  Something dark is taking control , my control is slipping and I like it. Do not confuse darkness with evil though they are far from the same.I want to loose myself for a while in this dark mood.............bottoms up