I am awake and drinking alone..........killing time........
Sometimes I feel so old I feel I may die tomorrow of old age.......sometimes I feel so young I see the world with so much wonder as if for the lst time. sometimes i feel so cold it is like I am made of ice and often I feel so hot I am swirling flames. I can feel sooo bright I am neon rainbows brighter than the sun.........and then sooo dark I am the complete and utter lack of all light. Some days time moves sooo fast I was born yesterday and often it moves so slow I feel I am immortal. I can be deeper than the ocean deepest chasm and shallow as a muddle puddle on a sidewalk. Sweeter than honey and as bitter as grapefruit rinds. I am everything and I am nothing! A great contradictory paradox ..........all these thing I am.........I embody them all.................I am an endless flowing ......being moving in and out of the realms of all that exists ..........